Whatever God's Will

Well i found out this week that i have a problem that has to do with my kidney. I have to go to a specialist on the 27th of this month. I was really scared about it when i first found out that something was wrong but i am leaving it in GOD's hands and letting him take care of it. I know that no matter what comes my way he will take care of it for me and help me go through it. I will keep you informed and let you know what i find out.

Valentine Snow Storm

Well for Vallentines day we got a snow storm. We got about 2 feet of snow. I think that it looks pretty all white. We had blizzard conditions for a while and they were telling people to stay at home and not to go out if not necessary. It was nice to stay home and not have to go anywhere.
For me it was a nice and relaxing day.

News from the doctors

I found out on monday when i went to the doctors that i have about a 10% chance of getting pregnant. The Endometriosis was so bad on my filopian tubes that it will be hard for us to get pregnant. I am just giving it to God and letting him take care of it. I can't worry about it anymore. As my mother-in-law says that it will happen in Gods time and not ours.


We are supposed to get some snow on Wednesday and i am excited because we haven't had much this year. They are saying about a foot or more. At least it will make it warmer. It has been very cold here lately.

After surgery

Well i am doing ok for now. The surgery went well. They had to do 3 incisions and take out the Endometriosis. With that gone we are going to try and get pregnant. We have a small window of time before the endometriosis comes back. Once it comes back we won't be able to have children and i will have to have a hysterectomy. I will let you know more when i knoe more.

Well tomorrow i go and have laproscopy surgery. I am kind of nervous but i know that i will be ok. David and my parents will be with me so i told my dad that i want him to pray for me before i go into the operating room. I'm not sure how long it is going to take but they will know when they get in there. They are looking to see if i have endometries and if i do they are going to take it out. I will update you when i feel better after the surgery.

FEAR

The service tonight was awesome. Pastor talked about FEAR and how that it can cripple us. If we let fear in our lives it can hinder us from doing what God has for us to do.

Fear, thou not; for i am with thee: be not dismayed ; for i an thy GOd: i will strenghten thee; yea, i will help thee: yea, i will uphols thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
Isaiah 41:10

If we would jusy realize that GOD is with us and give him our burdens he will take care of them for us. We have to have the faith and believe that he will take care of us.

Jesus Never Failed Me

David finally went back to work last week and was i happy. He had been home for a month and a half becasue of back pain. His doctor finally released him to go back to work. It was very hard for me when he wasn't working because i would worry about the bills but there is a song that got me through. The name of the song is Jesus Never Failed Me Yet and that is so true. When you think that you can't go through something God's is always there even though we don't always realize that. I finally realized that no matter what i am going through if i will just trust in GOD he get me through it if only i have the faith to believe he will.


It is very cold here. We finally got some snow on monday. We haven't have before this except a dusting. The only bad thing is that it is really cold her now. Supposed to get warmer tomorrow though.